Run For Your Life

Hey guys,

I have not been here in a while. Of course as human beings we always go on detours but then we always get back on track. Well, not all of us. Maybe this story is just about me going off track. You ever wonder why you never get to where your going? You ever wonder how long it will take? I guess these are all questions that I ask myself on a daily basis. I mean you always hear these self help Gurus talking about motivating yourself. Even as a Christian I get so many encouraging statements from the Bible. Check this out, my friends believe in me. So why do I never get it done? I guess to be honest this has been bothering me for a while. Well in the last couple of days I figured it out or at least partly. Earlier this morning I spent some time from a spiritual friend of mine who spoke to me about prioritizing my life. Now mind you I have heard about how priorities are crucial so many times. However today I stuck in my mind. I have always felt guilty about not doing the things I want to do or giving people a certain level of attention. Then I realized that I was not to be designed to be everywhere, doing everything perfect, everytime. That means I am not God. Well I wish I could do that. HAHAHA. So when I talked to my friend he told me that it is important to write down all my side projects and then put them on the side then focus on the one or two of the most important things that I have to do now then add on others when I finish these. I got it. It is OK for me not to be around people all the time. It is OK not to do things I assume I should be doing all the time. So I made a commitment to focus all my attention on school and preparing for my wedding. I tried this out all day and I felt so much better. I am too blessed to be stressed. I need to give 150% everyday in everything I do. People that don't prioritize never get to enjoy the fruits of life. What projects are you holding on to that you should let go of? Get into the groove. Focus on now while you wait for tomorrow. Make excellence a daily effort.

Therefore, since we have so great a cloud of witnesses surrounding us, let us also lay aside every encumbrance, and the sin which so easily entangles us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, fixing our eyes upon Jesus, the author and perfecter of faith, who for the joy set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God." (HEBREWS 12:1,2).

Enjoy Life

Life is a awesome. It has been such an exciting day. Excellent food, excellent weather, excellent people, excellent God. I want to learn more about loving people. I will not let no one stop me from my mission. It is easy to be so about me. I want to be challenged even more. I know that my life can be even better than what it was today. I want to keep it real with myself. Right now I am feeling the humidity and I feel like I am in Kenya. I Love it. People lets unite and confront the foolishness of this world. Lets be visionaries. Lets be revolutionists. Lets be Optimists. Lets Be Proactive about everything. My life is a gift that is spread out like a Love offering. If you are feeling down, remember tomorrow it will get better. If you messed up tomorrow you have a second chance. We are peices of art yet to be completed. I love my neighbourhood my church my friends Christian and Non-Christian, my Queen hahahaha yes you Ms. Parker, Dad I love you, My aunties my uncles, Mandela I love you to death no matter how it may seem, mwango, King, Mama King, Mum. Lets chase after Jesus together. Lets chase after each other. If you are going somewhere always bring someone along with you. I want to be Me and let others be themselves. Lets go out and change the world. Lets plant a flower and watch it grow into a tree. You are helping bear new fruit. The generation of tommorow. Love you So much. Good nite and please let the bed bugs bite, they need to eat their daily bread too.



C Ya.

Clean Up Your Mess Dus

Hey Guys,

You would think that after three years of being a genuine christian , I would have changed some of my bad habits. The truth is that I struggle with Porn. WoW Dus you gotta be kidding. Your Joking right. Your such an innocent person that respects women Nope I am telling you the truth. Now this is not a secret that I have hidden from loved ones in my life and I am seeking help. Now I am so much better in dealing with this evil sin than I ever was, however it needs me to hate it even more. I just got up from a nap and before I slept I was wondering what I was gonna write tonite on my blog. Then as I was washing mdishes before I sat and read a book while relaxing listening to some beautiful music, I felt led to write about this nasty behavior. Also for those who have twitter, it just happens to be that I decided to follow Kirk Franklin. Now I am not a groupie but I thought that I could learn much about what he thinks about on a daily basis. So as I was washing dishes I kept getting these texts from Twitter of Kirk's thoughts. And guess what he was talking about? Pooooooooooooorn!!!!! And this is something he confessed and struggled with long time ago. Why did he need to bring it up again. To teach people like me about the deadly dangers of this sin. And truth be told earlier I had listened to his youtube video of what caused him to confess about his addiction. It was the lies he fed into while young and refuse to confront the truth about sexual sin that the bible speaks of. It affected his relationship with God, his wife, children and fans. You know the bible says in Romans 6:23 "For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord." So yes we can end up destroying our lives and eventually dying through engaging in little things like sexual games. So here I am saying that I am not perfect. I am a perfect sinner. I thank God for his mercy, grace and unconditional love. We never deserve the lives God give us but we recieve it because when he gives us a second chance he shows how much he loves himself. So my friends keep me in your prayers, as I devise an attack on the enemy.Don't get it twisted neither, I know God loves me so much and I love my life to death. So what are you struggling with that no one else knows about? Have you brought it to God? Have you shared it with loved ones? Clear your consience, and live a slave free mental life. God is Excellent and you are too. Love you.

The Weapon of Mass Destruction

Hey guys,

I dont usually write more than one blog a day, but I felt that I had a lot of thoughts so I might as well be unorthodox, at least for today lol. So I was thinking why fight people with intellect when there are better weapons to use than this. Forget the 9mm or swift blade. I am talking about the Weapon, called Love, Compassion and selflessness. I think that some of you think I am being foolish right? Maybe thats not logical or does not make any sense. I never make sense. HAHAHA. Anyway I just realized that these blogs are not just made to speak my thoughts, but I am actually making a statement when I say I am following Christ wholeheartedly and that I challenge people to follow me in my pursuit. Well the question is, who in the world said that life is supposed to be comfortable? Even on the internet there are drama Queens and Kings. I think that adversity and destructive criticisms are awesome to advance the gospel. There are people that I may hurt when they read my blogs thinking that it was not about "religion and politics". I may especially hurt those that are my friends. I want to be real about who I am. I love purple and pink but I also like "Black and white". I think it is perfectly healthy for conversations to have disagreements based on search for truth, however people insecure about themselves or convicted should find alternatives to deal with their emotional trauma. We are not perfect but everyone, christians and non christians should always seek to define their character in ways that don't destroy themselves. I hope that I can bless someone in this Site. If I touch 1 and lose 50 friends I will be partying like a wise rockster. Love all of you and thanks for being who you are. I am on my way to sleep and cant wait to search for myself tommorow.

Why Following Jesus Makes No Sense

Hey Friends,

Hope that you are having a swell day. Have you ever wondered how you were going to make a decision? How did you feel? Where did you start? What did the decision lead to? Did you take the easy convenient route or the hard , energy consuming path? God is awesome isn't he? He gives us this mysterious life to live. Maybe you think he is out of this world. Indeed he is. For those of you live for Jesus, you know that God's plan never turns out as you thought. In fact he never makes sense. So why does God do this? Why does he make things complicated? Life is already complicated. God or no God. The answer is simple. God wants all the glory. To be honest some of you non believers may think that God is selfish and wants everything for himself, and I am just following him because I am a loser. Well part of it was because I was a loser before I found him and I am regaining my strength. If you are happy with who you are I am so happy for you. So you may conclude that Jesus is not worth following. It is better off following someone on T.V. On the other hand how many of you who follow God's plan, can say that you regret following him? Who are you? Whom do you follow? Be real with yourself. You can be your own best friend or your own worst enemy. Holla at your boy. If you want to follow Jesus today and have your life change completely, just close your eyes, talk to Jesus tell him how sorry you have been for doing things your own way, and that you believe he died and rose 3 days later so that you can have the best life ever, and that you want to follow him in the life that does not make sense to the world. Try this and be real about it. Watch what happens. If you are Ok with doing all the things that you have been doing all your life, then you did not mean it. We all make mistakes but Christ is looking for your heart. Search Jesus.

Dus Born: Spring 1985 - 2006
Born Again 2006 and Living Again this time in an excellent way.

Jeremiah 29:11

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

Built in Hydrolics

Hey guys. Hope you are having a swell evening. I had a fantastic day. Man it is so good when you just quit making excuses and start prioritizing. For the last couple of months I have been fighting the battle of waking up in the morning and getting things done in a timely fashion. I think I can define that as moving toward laziness. Maybe I'm over thinking. O well. For conversations sake, I woke up today morning walked to my college and run a couple of laps around the track then ate healthy all day like good o'l times. I felt that I was making some wise choices. Well this was just one day so imagine what a year of prioritizing will do for you. Now back to the title, "Built In Hydrolics." Did you know that we are more complex than that Range Rover or BMW you were thinking of getting last night. In fact when we search ourselves through direction of Christ then chase after him, he provides our lives with Built in Hydrolics. In lay terms that means he gives us a life so powerful it makes everyone think were crazy or cool, one or the other or both. Is,not that what you thought when you used to watch Snoop Doggy Dog on T.v. with his powerful cars. This is for those of you that know you were not following God most of your life. What is authentic power? Where does it come from? What is its purpose? God wants to fill our lives with so much character we become more like his son Jesus. Lets stop making excuses and start ordering those hyrdolics courtesy of Jehovah.

Drink for Thought: Galatians 5:22-23 " But the Holy Spirit produces this kind of fruit in our lives: love, joy, peace, patience kindness, faithfulness, gentleness and self control. There is no law against such things."

Rest in Peace

Hey guys,

Hope that you had a fantastic weekend and that your week has started off in an absoutely splendid manner. How was your day? Can you honestly say that you spent it out as best as you could. Maybe you wished you could have rested more. Maybe you felt Lazy and wished you could have done more. Well guess wha,t before we decide to answer that question in preparation for tommorow let us remember how the Word of God uses Be more frequently than Do. My favorite one, " Be Still and know that I am God"Psalm 46:10. Does God really want us to stay still like statue? How can we just stand still and know someone we have never seen? Well that is what my day consisted of, Being still. When my girlfriend asked me how my day was I really did not have much to say except that I was able to stay home and reflect on the goodness of God. Ever asked yourself if your the only one going through something? Ever asked God why? Well for me I decided that I would be quiet and enjoy my day without making myself sound all so busy trying to do much. For those of you who may equate this to laziness, think again. Being still is hard. How many of you know that there are thoughts racing all day. How many of you sit down wondering if you will complete your objectives on time? It has been an exciting day. I got to achieve much and LISTEN to Jesus and others. LISTENING is a beautiful thing. GOD is AWESOME and if you want to know how AWESOME he is, try him out for yourself. Freak yourself out by talking to him today before you sleep or wake up. I am greatful that I have an excellent life.